building relationships

never give up on people..

how to instantly cure a headache..

2 flashes of malfunctioning traffic camera light instantly cured my headache. I closed the annoying and blinding light out using my hand and it was my turn to drive away as the red traffic signal turned green. The realization that the headache was cured dawned a few seconds layer..

So, if you have a headache and want it instantly cured, find a dim light that you are slight not comfortable looking directly at and flash it 2 times on your eyes..

memory..where does it exist..?

memory could be encoded as chemical bonds inside brain cells..or any cells..dna or similar structures could get altered to hold memory..this could explain why brain consumes a lot of energy processing reading writing information..

brain treatment

if brain is nothing but a bunch of electrical circuitry..what kind of external non-invasive energy treatment will enhance the circuit formation by as much as possible..

wisdom..

stubbornness will keep you going but it stops you from becoming a better person..

another dream..

This dream is having an uncomfortable ending again. Based broadly on my time in USA, not clear if i am studying or working. That specific information was not clear even though i tried to find it in my dream.

A new person comes into picture, a college mate who had an irritant character with a sneer all the time when an interaction happens. I knew this guys face, but couldn't recall his name and i am not sure if he was from my college days or school.

Lets call this person x. x was introduced in my dream as a guy who comes to USA this day, not sure if it was his first time. He was misbehaving in his flight journey, showing his middle finger to someone i couldn't see. Some parts of my dream are just not visible if i search or look, even during the dream. So this news has some significance in my social circle, people talking about it and watching on tele.

Next, i was watching a game on a tele that was to my right, in a bar or a restaurant. I was in a table with a few friends. I had ordered for a big bottle of soda not sure which brand. This bottle was placed to my left away from my view of tele. I didn't realize it was there as i was absorbed with the tele. At this exact moment, x appears and takes the bottle and tried to go away not before saying sarcastically that he is taking the bottle. I didn't like it and was deciding for an instant how to react. Then i scowl at him, scowling of all possible things i could say or do, and scowling with words not creating an impact i desired, with him just scooting away with the bottle. There was a long table and a few friends between us and a feel of no way around to easily reach x. All This made me stay put where i was sitting.

Next thing i know, i was spread eagled, sleeping on my bed, just like the way i was sleeping when i was dreaming. I was to the left of the bed and my right leg close to the right side. Suddenly my left hand and leg with my right leg were pinned down by a fluid force with a presence of x on my left side, clearly enjoying his moment of revenge. I couldn't find who was holding my right leg as my eyes were still closed from sleeping, in my dream. Now, x tries to pour the soda, that he took from me, into a cup and trying to drink awkwardly while holding my left arm and leg at the same time.

I was feeling uncomfortable and the feeling of being held down was creating a rebellious energy in my body but it wasn't easy freeing myself. This feeling woke me up.

Subsequently i used my hands to shake the cup that x was using to drink, so the soda spills to the floor, a carpet floor, thus x doesn't get his revenge fully. This i am not sure if it was part of dream. I might have been awake slightly and this act could have been influenced by my consciousness. 

a dream..

I had a dream and i am glad i was forced out of it. It was a bad dream, though it started well, in a railway station, me, my parents and my sister (?). I tried to find the face of my sister but couldn't see clearly. It was like i was forbidden to see her face. No names either.

We entered the train and my parents and sister had to sit in one compartment and myself in another to the left. I came back from their compartment and made myself comfortable by stretching my legs in front of me one over the other (?). There was atleast 2 other people in that compartment and a few standing in the way out. The person sitting opposite to me was lighting up a cigarette and i couldn't make my mind if its a man or a woman. I shifted my attention away from there to nothing. The train started moving.

Suddenly there was a new guy in the compartment and he was pulling the chain which was hanging from the top of the train in the middle of the compartment. The train came to a stop. I was looking puzzled as to what the guy was going to do next, or say to the driver or whoever will come to check on the source of stopping of train.

I clearly saw the person trying to light up a cigarette throw the cigarette butt towards the next compartment. I went to the next compartment, no figure of parents or sister. I did not seem to panic due to their absence; atleast in my conscious attention of the dream. I find the cigarette butt slowly causing a smoke on the leather seat. I strangely used my cloth in my hand to put the simmering fire out. I stopped doing this, maybe the fire was put out. This is when i was woken up.